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Update from Vegas! ONE DAY OUT BABY!

“When you can stand with confidence and know you put in your everything…that’s when you can see the twinkle in your eyes. That’s passion.”✨ [ HUGE shout out to the BEST hair stylist ever @c_dot_watkins for giving me the best layers and shape! Go follow him! Mention me in a message to him on fb when you add him to get connected!  ]


Seeing my PUSHettes kill it makes me wanna KILL IT. I am so proud of them, and I just want to tell you all the courage, discipline, and dedication these girls have shown to their sessions the past months. They inspire me so much as a female- (you guy PUSHers do to! Don’t feel left out. haha) I think many of the reasons why this show is different for me, is because I am coaching people like THIS. No excuses. No pity. ALL FIRE! I am so proud of you.


(Thursday| 8pm)We made it to Vegas safely! Loved this turtle we saw in the airport!

(Friday| 8 am)         24 hours out! ☺ So crazy to think I started this countdown with you at 105 days out! We’ll be going to registration today and putting on a few more coats of tan, besides that, it’s all about staying zen and keeping my mind right!


An update I made about my current state at the time on facebook and instagram around lunch time today:



(Friday | 6pm)All registered! Here’s the number to cheer for! ☺ I like that my number adds to 11. 11 is a pretty symmetrical number and things like that make me happy. Lol.


(Friday | 8pm)It’s a party when the tan starts goin’ orange. Feeling slightly delirious. But still showin love to my animal kingdom.


Thank you so much for your patience with me and these bulk posts! Thinking about you guys and updating you on fb and instagram is keeping my mind busy and off worry/stress. Thank you so much for not getting sick of all my posts and even more so, encouraging them! :)

I feel ready for tomorrow morning.

It will be an early one full of curling, tanning, and obnoxious amounts of make-up…but I have never felt so joyful and content going into a show.

Praise God for His strength and His comfort through this entire process and even now, when every one is running around like a crazy person, I sit and type with such a warm and fulfilled peace in my heart.

I thank God for each of you.

Sweet dreams.


*post will be updated as challenger photos are sent in! xx

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Where has the time gone? I will miss hearing from all of you every day :( Please know that I am still here to send photos to for accountability, share life with for a friend, and feel close to…for love.

dayPUSH| 5. Write a love letter to yourself. Remember that you have purpose. Be specific. Be gracious.
You cannot very well show love to others until you can truly love yourself for the beautiful creation that you are.

Ephesians 2:10

The Message (MSG)

 7-10Now God has us where he wants us, with all the time in this world and the next to shower grace and kindness upon us in Christ Jesus. Saving is all his idea, and all his work. All we do is trust him enough to let him do it. It’s God’s gift from start to finish! We don’t play the major role. If we did, we’d probably go around bragging that we’d done the whole thing! No, we neither make nor save ourselves. God does both the making and saving. He creates each of us by Christ Jesus to join him in the work he does, the good work he has gotten ready for us to do, work we had better be doing.


God works in such miraculous ways when we open the doors of our hearts/minds to do so. I needed to let go of so much past insecurities, past fears, and most of all, past anger during this PUSH. I am blessed to say that it happened! I have not “arrived” and I truly do believe that we never will FULLY arrive until the day we are all laughing together in Heaven…but I do know that if we just take the steps to be more of who we should be, and less of what we naturally tend to be (in my case, a major bitch lmao) we will see glimpses of Heaven in our lives every day! I love you so much. Really.

Now. Time for scolding. WHERE THE HELL ARE MY CHALLENGERS?!?!?!?!?!?!?! It’s the last week and only 2 of the fit fam have send in their dayPHOTOS? If you have given up, I swear, I am going to fly out to where you live (even to Italy, Frankie!!!!) and smack you upside your head! GET IT TOGETHER! I know you’re busy, trust me, SO I AM, but we made a commitment. I’m keeping my end, SO YOU WILL TOO.

Okay. Love you. Bye.